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[11 Nov 2005|10:24pm]
paul sokol-

i recieved a "return to sender" on my package to you. did you give me the wrong adress?

- me.
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trip. [10 Oct 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | drained ]

SFM.Collapse )

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hello to the public. [18 Sep 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | good ]

last week was very eventfull. so was this weekend. i got really fucking sick at school. shitty rent-a-cop police officers wouldn't get off my fucking back thinking i was on some pills or ecstasy or something. nobody would listen to me and let me explain that it was a common experience. i like how adults NEVER listen to students unless another adult accompanies their statement. they only let me be after my mom came and reiterated exactly what i said: "it happens occaisionally, its normal, she'll be okay." please. HEY GUESS WHAT - i saw drew carey in person! it was so fucking funny. side splitting. i think their improvision is brilliant. i could never do something like that. i bet tehy're good at freestyle rapping if they're good at making up skits on the spot. not that they'd be rappers. idk. i write in my journal like every other month its cute. also tom and i are like kuh-poot right now. his phone broke, he stopped calling, i stopped caring. people should move on, right? i mean friendship is weird.. some of them can handle change and some can't. it's a fucking shame though how bad i am at "commitment". once he stopped calling and we stopped talking it was as if we didn't have any relation at all. and i told him "if we dont talk and act like friends.. why say we are?" and he got all weird and so now shits in the can i guess. who knows what the future holds.

things to do:
-rent a yacht from the marina for the weekend after next [and it's going to be bliss i can't fucking wait!]
-convince daddy dukes about wednesday's nail appt w/nik
-smooth over math situation/get mrs.waldrip to like me before tuesday's parent teacher meeting.
-get car washed
-go online more so i can talk to some people i've been unintentionally ignoring lately.
-do homework


i like how my priorities are in order hahah.

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[06 Sep 2005|10:03am]
[ mood | cold ]

i am a bad friend. like really bad. like ill let you get all close and ill promise the world and then i get bored and bail. its so evil. and soo unfair. thats why i never wanted to get close again! i told you. i told you before we even got started. my track record speaks for itself, and you ignored the warnings. so you let your guard down. and you planned your lief around me. and you sacraficed a lot. and now its two strangers. and now it is too late. we dont fit. the only constant in life is change. im sorry for the pain i inflicted upon you.

btw everyone see the 40year old virgin. that beast made the whole theater laugh every 2 seconds.

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[02 Sep 2005|07:50pm]
[ mood | good ]

today was herbtastic.. a dandy good day i must say. except i got sick later on but thats irrelevant compared to my :Dness. i never nkow what to write anymore. whats up with paulo? i miss you. labor day weekend srq vacation maybe?
thank you for today to a certain craig. do we have things to discuss? i cant believe we've been friends for over 2 years. going on 3. thats so long. im glad. ilu.

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[30 Jul 2005|10:37pm]
like seriously why do i waste my time. i could have my fucking pick, and yet i feel like my head is going to explode with all the motherfucking tension im ingesting. i hate this so much. i hate you! like right now all i want to do is rip your silly little head off it's shoulders. so annoying i hate just everything that has anything to do with you today. i know im going to not mean this the second i say it.. of course spoken like a true salam im going to be like "oh jk!" but ugh $#%@^!%~^@&^**%#!@#%^# motherfuckerrrr!!!!!! you make me sick. i want to kick you =[.

people are just not worth it sometimes so fuck this shit.
the andy milonakis show is the dumbest show i've ever seen.
NICE NEGATIVITY GIRL! sucks.
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[25 Jul 2005|08:55pm]
distorted imgages and different sides to stories make it so hard for people to judge correctly. i think it's absolutely side-splitting that everybody thinks a certain someone by the name of Alia is sooo strong. i also think its funny that a certain ex-friend of Zeina named George likes to check up on Roni on AIM to see if she blocked Alia. Nobody "hates" you. Its just we don't respect you. We're entintled to our opinions just as you are. It's real cute though. I mean, who knew middle school 'he-said, she-said' would've leaked partly into our halfassed lives, right? If you want to know anything about us, you can ask us. Nobody (and by nobody its shocking that i really mean nobody) in this family is afraid to say how they feel. Yes we are getting what we semi-want, sure. If you have fucking resources, it's kinda lame not to take advantage of a good opportunity. You lost. Cool it's my opinion blah blah blah. I hope you're happy with your paycheck to paycheck. Dad offered you everything and you turned it down. When we said you had a right to go, we meant it because it seemed like dad backed out on his part of the deal but us 4 talked later and came to the realization that he bent over fucking backwards for you. The only thing he didn't want was to say his daughter worked at Winn-Dixie. So what he changed his fucking mind. Can you blame him? Well we can't. You know how he was brought up and you also know that what he offered to you was unheard of. He's a completely different person now and our family is actually happy. Without the negative energy, and the unneeded hostility, the house is a singing/dancing/jokster house. I know what you and The Nanny are doing and it's unfair to Dad. It doesn't matter if it's okay or not to talk to you, she is going behind Dad's back. She's a fucking liar and for you to keep talking to her and accepting money from her is so dishonest and immoral. But you have morals, right? Don't think we're oblivious to your sack of crap hypocrisy. Nobody tells us what to do or who to like or talk to. If we wanted to talk to you, we'd write secret e-mails and go to "church" too. After all you've done to this family you can stop with all the fake bullshit that you write in yoru jouranl about loving us more than life when the hour you came home you spent all night bothering your two little sisters yapping away about how much you love berenger when he didn't even care enough to answer your excessive pathetic phone calls. You made a decision and we are over it now. If you cared about our family, you would've understood the damage you caused to such a strong man. Just becuase you didn't like certain rules, did not mean you had to reduce him to not even half the amount of man he is. You're lucky to even have experienced one conversation with him becuase he made a difference in everybody's life that he knew, not you. You are not as strong as people think you are, and the journal entries you write. The people who know you and your dark secrets and confessions know what's really inside. write a fucking autobiography about that. P/S this little entry isn't to start any bullshit drama or anything. It's just a memo.
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cus when you get inside, you cant change your mind. [08 Jul 2005|08:00pm]
i been knowin you fo a long time
but fuckin never crossed my mind
but tonight i seen sumthin in ya
that made me wana get witcha
but you aint been nuttin but a friend to me
and a nigga never ever dreamed to be
up in here kissin huggin squeezin touchin
up in the bathtub, rub a dubbin
are you sure you wana go this route?
let a nigga know before i pull it out
i would never ever cross the line
shawty let me hit ya to me one mo time
one mo time


tell me again
that we'll be
lovers and friends
tell me again
that we'll be
lovers and friends
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i need a phone call, i need a raincoat, i need a big love [05 Jul 2005|09:13pm]
[ mood | goofy ]

ohCollapse )

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[29 Jun 2005|05:28pm]
leila is coming in like an hour and moussa zeina roni and mom are all at the airport waiting. jees it feels so weird that another year has gone by and summer is almost over. well to me it is. it feels bad being as protected as i am. i really wish i could go out like everybody else, party like everybody else, you know lead my own life. it would be a fun one. my hair is in a bun off to the side. i miss you nik babe. how have you been? what have you been doing? do you leave for new york July 4th or will you just be there July 4th? let's hang out thursday and be GFs again<333you are my favorite.

-the shafanator.
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[21 Jun 2005|09:48am]
[ mood | awake ]

hello hello
you have a sweet ass. i didnt go to sleep at all last night so i guess youc ould say that i have been awake for over 24hours. thats probably why i am updating. my summer has been revolving aroudn tom. i love it though. i coudl hang out with a million gazillion different peopel but alls i wana do is be around tom and nikki. its such a comfort zone that i never want escaping me. i love you both so much(!). anyway, in other national news..i am aslo updating to give an enormous, gigantic shoutout to sanders with a big Happy Birthday. you are an amazing person, and an even more amazing friend. fuck yeah. and now, we will go do it like rabbits. have a great day.

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[10 May 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

if this man dies tonight i will not allow myself to have another breath. i dont care if it affects anyone or not im not going to live to see how it turns out.

i guess i have not grown as much as i thought i did.

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[12 Apr 2005|07:53pm]
freaking marina peronne i love your guts i hope you have the best birthday in the world. i hope moussa did this thing that i rehearsed with him for you today! <333333 MARINA <33333333
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[26 Mar 2005|08:59pm]
please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please.

please?

fucking please please please. please. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. please.. please. please.



please.
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[22 Mar 2005|05:59pm]
hell is empty, all the devils are here.
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[17 Nov 2004|06:51pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

hey friends everyone has this done so do it for me if you feel like it =)

I _____ Soe.
Soe is ______.
Soe thinks a lot about ______.
When I think of Soe I think of _____.
I want Soe to ______ me.
If I were alone in a room with Soe I would ____.
I think Soe should _____.
Soe needs ______.
I want to _______ Soe.
If I could describe Soe in a word: _____.
Soe will never ______ .
Soe can _____ my ______.
I hope Soe never _____.
I ____ Soe because _____.


love.

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[22 May 2004|03:45pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

:O i just heard that jonathon taylor thomas died yesterday in italy by a boating accident! i hope this isn't true. i <3ed him.

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thirteen [16 May 2004|09:51am]
its a bellybutton ring how else can i say it i dont speak no other languages
and hey you kno waht this is? that is a tounge ring.
hey mom..
no bra
no panties
no bra
no panties

:o good mooovie.
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[21 Apr 2004|06:49pm]

hips_like_fuck

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public [26 Feb 2004|05:35pm]
gusy are assholes. you're all a bunch of player pimps minus a SELECT FEW. i cant even believe at how low people can go. i guess its an added minus that it happened to my best friend but still its happened to others before so listen up. if you're a guy (or a girl for that fact) and you're thinking about scoring or getting into a relationship .. dont fucking lie and cheat. you'll be the biggest dubmass in your league if you think you're gona get away with that shit. and plus, its not worth the added paranoia and negative emotions that go along with it. be HONEST. seriously .. get a fucking clue or just drop it cus you're really not that important. scrabble end scene.
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